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Why Me!? YES, It’s ME!


In the time where I thought I had been forgotten by my higher power, came a time of great Knowledge. I had long finished my shamanic training, living now in the city of Compton, with some of the most amazing humans I’ve ever met. Confused with it all, why was I there? why do I love them? Why can’t I get a job? I’m a very qualified human being! Lost in the real world but on a hunt within the Realms exploring and learning, Healing!

Vibrating in a frequency long forgotten I saw myself three times one night (Awakening with Astral Projection). I laid in the bed and thought to myself why do I want to deal with all of this pain? As I stood over my body I saw myself saying it’s really not that bad, you are just bruised! I mean look your body you still have time; you can do it. All of the sudden, the most beautiful version of me jumps out of my body resting in the bed. Sad and in tears looks at both versions of me still left on the bed and says I’m sorry but I can’t, it hurts so bad. As this beauty run towards the door and grabs the doorknob we all unit to give strength and like a ghost I see my hand go through the doorknob. Then like a magnet pulling me from three places I experience what is like for a soul to re-claim their body. All of the stretching, pulling, the feeling of my slimy old body touching the most beautiful version of me, My Soul.

The next morning, I was still broke and jobless but yet I felt different. I would hear and see the metaphysical realms clearer than ever and I honestly felt like I was still energetically traveling. On a Journey trying to decipher my recent experience and the reason as to why I had chosen this life. Why all of this horrible experiences? Was I this bad in my past lives? Did I cause someone all of this pain? A bigger moment of self-reflection happened, even more then what I had experienced during my shamanic awakening ceremony.

I spent what seemed a lifetime retracing who Me was, where I had been and how things had been tied to my past lives. Many people don’t care for past lives do to the fact that it is already a struggle to live the one your living now. However, let me share my experience and allow you to see the importance of a past life and the importance of my download.

Early in this lifetime I experienced an ordeal of hardships yet until my past lives journey I was unable to fully explain them. In my most recent past life I was a financially unstable mid 20s male with a wife and a kid looking to provide for them I became a merchant. when one day our ship got taken by pirates and we became prisoners for five years, they chained us up, some to the neck, others to the hips and a few of us to our ankles. At the intro into this life, my mother and father are young and did not really want to be parents, I get sent to my grandmother whom because I was my mothers’ child didn’t much care for me, so she chained me up to the bed by my ankle and from a few months old till the age of 5. she had me chained I didn’t feel like it was bad. i couldn’t explain it nor could she for at my fifth birth year, she cried and said she was sorry that I didn’t deserve any of that. She then became my world everything I could have asked for and more.

Since a child I always wanted a little boy, My son! He had to have black hair and blue eye and a smile that makes me feel everything! I’m telling you I wanted this kid in my life more than anything. Until I travel to the end of my past life and realized that the kid I wanted and miss was my past lives child, I promised I would never leave him and I would always go back if I did. However, during the time on the pirate ship the ship got attacked and many of us in chains drowned because the person holding the keys saved their life instead of the lives of the captured slaves.

I concluded that journey and closed the chapter while in my current life I was in cosmetology school and there I saw and met the soul of the male whom had the keys in my past life. However, in this life I had no connection to her other than school. I at the beginning did not like her, there was something off!? mind you she was and is a great person.

My past life was angry a portion of me did within remembered it all and knew the vibration of the soul that hurt me, the one that changed that life time for me. Thankfully this was after my shamanic journey and at the end during our parting of ways I allowed the past to conclude its business and it was simply to forgive.

Shortly after that everything had simply stopped, I was me again! I decided to apply for a job and

got it however at this time my living situation had gotten worse. So I had to move but because it was the right move the universe placed individuals in my life to help me, so I scared listened and I rented a room and took my meditation and altar routine to be my main focus.

One night I get a download so big it became one of the longest and brightest nights, weeks actually. I felt like I was on so many energy drinks, I knew I had unlocked a room in the realm I couldn’t reach or unlock before.

My old work stored in the Akasha of my soul. What I had chosen this life for, all of the people I had agreed to help. My soul was excited just to see them feeling their energy, I couldn’t wait to start working. I had a direction and lesson plans but I sat with it for some time for I also had myself to fully align with powers that new the students I would have in each class and the lesson that they needed. Receiving the information and seeing it take effect in the lives of my students I felt Rich, Richer then I could ever imagine becoming in any life time.

I’m simply a Shaman with information and downloads that some people need and will connect with to bring to them their Akasha, allowing them to wake up and experience the beauty of knowledge for if we are woke, all of the knowledge and information in the universe will be accessible to us.

The night I received my first download, I was complaining as to why Me, now after many downloads later I’m grateful to say I’m glad it is Me.

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